Waiting...how long does one keep expecting...it's interesting to be aware of the emotions that accompany the waiting process when you are in a situation that requires....waiting.
I move between patience, action, distraction,patience again, disillusion, frustration, action...like a cycle really...then if action yields no result I give up and move on to another level of focus and get absorbed in another activity...like blog writing...but there still exists an accompanying emotion of resentment or distrust of the person/situation that has put my life and energy and concentration on hold...like the carrot was dangled and never received...disappointment is vastly under-rated as a painful experience
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